The onset of vacations is a surrealistic experience. Not
only is it something that is awaited for and dreamt about for the better part of
the previous month but in cases of an isolated campus like mine, its a mind
twisting, dramatic experience.
The hype surrounding the last working day lived upto, the
last night on campus survived, the train ride to the city in a coach so packed
that several seniors spend their last train ride home standing, completed and
then begins the wait for the flight to a place so different that it seems like
another world.
The first day at home, I wake up lost and take few seconds
to reestablish my bearings, the next few
days at home are spent sleeping, eating and generally doing nothing, a hangover
from the last few days on campus spent in frantic preparation for exams, trips,
farewells et al. The next thing I know,
I lose all track of time and college memories as I spend all my waking time
planning for the next event to attend or the next person to meet. The first day
at college is as dramatic a shift and all memory of what I did at home is lost and
all focus shifts to events on campus which drives me to the central theme of
this post.
In what context do I define myself?









